I start getting really worried about my paranoia with Barb sleeping around, so while she's in the bathroom, I walk over to the door, stand outside it for a moment, then quietly push it open. She looks up at me and I simply say, "I want to watch you go to the bathroom." She says, "Really?" and I nod and then she pauses, then she nods, and I come in.

I kneel down in the front of her and lay my head on her thigh, watch the urine come out of her body. I realize that we're right at a crossroads, right now, right this very moment, and the next few minutes are going to decide whether or not I'll ever trust her. We are at a catalystic moment in our relationship. So I stand up, unzip my pants, let them fall to the floor, take a step forward and place my penis in her mouth right as she's starting to take the shit part of her bathroom break.

Barb looks up at me, but doesn't say anything, doesn't pull her head away, doesn't even wrap her hand around my penis like she almost always does when she's giving me a blowjob. So I reach with both of my hands, grab the sides of her head, and I start thrusting my dick in and out of her mouth as she takes a shit.

And I know this sounds stupid, but a moment of real, unrefined raw love passes between us. She is looking into my eyes the entire time I'm fucking her mouth, and I'm looking straight into her eyes, and she never moves, never an inch. And she's still going to the bathroom, and I can feel her jaw clench against my dick every time another piece of shit comes out of her. And I can feel, actually physically feel, the intimacy in the air between us, the amount of trust she has in me to let me fuck her mouth while she's simultaneously taking a shit.

My orgasm comes pretty quickly, and it's so intense that I squeeze her head and make a final lunge all the way into her, so far in that my balls are resting against her chin, my dick is halfway down her throat. And I know from the other times I've fucked her mouth that Barb doesn't like this, and she usually reaches up automatically with both hands and pushes my hips away from her face. But this time she does nothing, not even when I'm shooting come down her throat (which is something else she's not that big a fan of), she still doesn't make a sound but only closes her eyes and rests her forehead against my belly.

I'm really overwhelmed by the experience, and I bend down in front of her, slipping my dick out of her mouth and banging it against her chin and then her knees. I wrap her in a tight hug and whisper, "Jesus. Jesus Christ do I love you." And she hugs me back and says "I love you too" and I know it's true, I've just seen the proof, and I feel stupid and ashamed for ever thinking that she was having an affair. So I lean back, I smile and I say, "Are you ready to head to the club?" And she says, "Sure. Give me a minute in here" and so I go back out into the living room, get dressed, and we take off.