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We are the sum of everything that has come before us, from the beginning of time to right now. Right now. Right now I have the blood of criminals in my veins. Right now I have the blood of nerds in my veins. Right now I have the blood of lead miners in my veins. Right now I have the blood of Klan members in my veins, right now, right now the blood of my forefathers run rampant over my heart and tap their rhythm against my ribs, tap, love, tap, hate, tap, time, tap, tap, tap a beer and quell the fire that's inside of me, douse the flames of my forefathers raging inside of me, love, hate, time, tap, tap, tap a message to you through the wall that separates us, tap tap tap (I'm not as bad as I seem) tap tap tap (I make plenty of mistakes) tap tap tap (they're always in public) tap tap tap (The world scares me)

We are the sum of everything that has come before us. We are a billion chromosomes strung in random order, a protoplasmic tapeworm coiled around and around and around a bend in the road I see dead Union soldiers, around a bend in the road I see burning crosses, right now, right now I round a round bend around the road, you on one side, me on the other, can you hear me?

HELLO?
CAN YOU HEAR ME?
I AM THE SUM OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS COME BEFORE ME!

My heart beats a million years wide and three feet deep. The only space that exists is the space between you and between me. The only time that exists is the time between you and between me. We are the sum of everything that has come before us and we exist for this moment, right now, right now, right now I am you and you are me and time has compressed itself into a ball that hovers in the air, beating against our ribs, composing a silent tone poem between us,. rattling our bodies until we become one, tap, tap, tap, tap tap tap tap tap

There.
Can you feel it?
Now
don't
move
an
inch.

Copyright 1999, Jason Pettus. All rights reserved. This was published under a Creative Commons license; click here for details. Contact: ilikejason [at] gmail [dot] com.